Thursday, October 14, 2004

yikes!!!

Note to self... do not try to take a 21 month old to the DMV again.

Monday, October 11, 2004

At what age?????

At what age age am I going to have to slow down? Stop doing stupid things like... Pushing Emy in the baby jogger for 5 miles today, and now I cnanot even sit still because my legs hurt so badly!!! Or Spot someone in a back handspring that weighs at least 20 pounds more than me and is 4 " taller? Again something I did today, so not only are my legs killing me but my arms as well!!! Scary...
I will have to work out the rest of my life, I feel great about that!! In fact I am excited by it, that I will be healthy and feel good etc... but it sure is hard to fit in everyday! And some days, if I don't go, well then I certainly can't eat right! Anyway...
Sorry about my fine display of (psycho) anger from my last blog. I really want you all to understand that I truly wanted to run into that car, I am not kidding, I really wanted to! I think I have some issues (duh) and I am trying to sort them out. I do not have road rage, as in when I am driving, I am not angered by people, and I am generally just like whatever, so why should this get to me? I am not sure. May have been the combo effect of children misbehaving, trying to get back to Kennedy's game and of course the car in front of me. Why was my anger not directed toward the McD employee???Not sure about that one.
Okay, so loving my husband today! He is beyond words, always helping me with the kids, the dishes, the laundry, the cleaning etc... I am amazed everyday and I am grateful and lucky and happy that he is mine! When people see him, they may think he is cute (oooo he is!!!) but that is just the wrapping, he is so much better than what he appears! That is truly the reason why I love him. The whole package deal. He is great!

Great Weekend

I just love it when my husband is home all weekend and we are able to be together the whole time. He is very nice to spend time with, to talk to, to hang out with and to watch movies with!
Saturday Mac had a soccer game and he actually scored 2 goals! I was very impressed! Especially since it was pouring down rain, and everything was a big slippery puddle. He actually dribbled down the field, like past other players, and shot. He was so cute! Kennedy also had 2 games and I think she scored 3 times total, I did not get to see her first game since Mac's was at the same time. Emy and I agai, hid out in the car during the games, since it really poured the entire time we were at the field. Emersons favorite thing is NOT sitting in a car "watching" soccer for 3 hours and she was extremely crabby! After Mac's game I went home and decided to get some dry clothes for all, and on the way back I went through the drive through at McDonalds, and this is where I almost made the evening news...
It was only 11:21 and when I pulled up there were 3 cars ahead of me, and they had all ordered, so I was glad thinking that it wouldn't take very long to get food. Emerson is hysterical and screaming "chicken" and doesn't understand why they are not producing it faster. At 11:29, there are still 2 cars in front of me, Emerson is still screaming "chicken" and then crying, she thinks I am purposefully withholding chicken from her? Anyway, I am starting to sweat, getting a little unnerved, and then another car pulls away, so only one car remains in front of me. It is 11:35, we are still behind one car, the lady inside is passing out drinks one by one taking a full minute in between passing them out, and Emy is screaming and Mac is singing and I had to seriously consider ramming the car in front of me to get through! I am not kidding, I actually wondered what it would be like, and what it would accomplish, and I could see it happening in my mind. Now realistically, it is not the fault of the car in front of me, but my anger is directed toward them! (I also wanted to just back up and leave, but I had already paid, and I didn't want to be out the cash) 11:38, the blue van finally pulls away, I pull up to the window and the lady says "did you have "...And she repeats my order, which she did not even have ready!!! Oh the agony! I really felt like I could lose it, I tried to be nice, I managed a small smile even and I bit down on my tongue to keep evil from spewing forth! After all, it was a lady about 55, and how could you yell at your mother??