Tuesday, December 07, 2004

I am what I am

I like this "By the grace of God I am what I am and His grace toward me was not in vain..." God has chosen me, He has made me the way I am, He has been perfecting me for a long time. How good to know.
I told my cheerleaders tonight to think of a blessing that God has given them and then to share that blessing with someone else. So I will do the same.
I have been blessed with an amazing husband who I really did not think I could love more than on that day (12 1/2 years ago) that I became his wife. I really thought "Great, I love this man and he is my husband. That is great" But understand this, I love this man more than that. More than the day he first kissed me. More than the day he purposed marriage. More than the day we had our first, our second and our third children. He is so good. He has become so much better. As a husband he is first rate. As a father, he is so much better then I sometimes think he will be. But as a person, as a follower of Jesus...he is great. Even if I was not his wife, I would like him as a person. He is good. So I am blessed and although I cannot (will not) physically share him with others I will tell you this...do not settle for anything less than what God has prepared for you. He knows best.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Good Weekend!

It started out on Friday with an amazing work-out session, I just felt so good like I could keep running and keep lifting and keep crunching up and down! It was such a good feeling to really push my physicalness to the limits! Thank God for being healthy and whole.
Corey and Kennedy went to Wichita Falls for a soccer tournament, and Kennedy was able to stay and visit with her friends (whom she misses so much) and she had a great time! Thank God for friends and being able to spend time with them, even at age 8!
Mac, Emy and I went to Walmart and bought some paint to paint my bathroom and while we were there Mac said "Remember when Papa came and painted, like, our whole house? That was hard work and he was so nice to do that!" So thank God for Papas that care so much for their children.
I don't know why, but every time Corey goes away, I paint something. There must be some correlation there, but I do not know what it could be. Anyway, I painted my bathroom and it looks great! I couldn't be happier...although Papa would think it a bit sloppy for his taste! Oh well.
Then the 3 of us made Christmas cut-out cookies! I love doing this and it makes me laugh (and sometimes swear under my breath) but it was so fun, and this was Emy's first time, she was so cute. I had out 2 stools and they each had one and then I would measure and let each one pour it into the mixing bowl, she thought it was great! Today, we ice and decorate them! That should be fun (oh and maybe a little messy). Corey's soccer team is coming over for a Chrsitmas dinner, I am excited for that and it will be fun as well.
I love it that when I need a recipe I can call Hope and she knows exactly what I am talking about! Last night I called her and I said "I can't find my recipe for a triple chocolate peppermint cake you made in Dec of 2001" and she went and got the recipe for me! She is great! Then I was able to talk to one of my all-time best friends, Wade (her husband). He is the best, we just laughed and talked about all our old high school times. He remembers everything! That was fun! Again, thanking God for good friends and being able to spend time with them!
I watched How to Make an American Quilt last night. Probably one of my favorite movies. Last night it really hit me that every old person had a life, a history. They were young and thin and beautiful and life happened. It was a good thought, even if it sounds crazy right now.